oh i miss the feeling of being in love/infatuated. the feeling you get when someone says their name and the butterflies you get in your stomach when they smile at you. i feel like such a heartless cow because i feel nothing. i'm pretty sure everyone's supposed to feel something for a special someone, but with me nothing. i am a rock when it comes to relationships/having crushes/loving, liking someone.

but it's ok. i can handle being alone.

happy valentines day to all of you anyway :).